And there’s Mizutani for ya!
So, sorry for another update thingy. But I’m going to actually be on here the next two days on and off when I get stressed out from my OCD. My mother doesn’t want me liking anime after this, but sadly enough it’s the only thing that can make me feel calm and is one of the few things to make me happy… so, yeah.
But don’t expect many posts. And thanks for the support guys, it means a lot. Really.
I’m making this post to tell you all that I’m going to try and break away from anime, or at least become way less addicted to it. It’s become a huge problem. I used it to escape from my (un-known) depression and horrible thoughts and worries, which actually ended up stemming from my OCD. I based my whole life around anime up until about now. Because of this I haven’t been watching anime and barely listening to Vocaloid. Since it’s the only thing that has really made me happy these past few years, I’ve been really depressed, crying every few minutes and thinking I’m a horrible person even though it’s mainly just my OCD and depression making me think these horrible thoughts.
So I may go on here and there, but it will be very limited. Don’t expect me to post much. If you want to unfollow me because of this, go ahead. But don’t try and convince me to go back, because I want to start living my own life after I get my problems under control. My mind just can’t be occupied always with thoughts about anime. From all the twisted things in it (don’t take offense guys), it’s made my worries and thoughts even worse, and recently I broke because of this. Avoiding problems doesn’t work, I guess.
Once I go on medication I may be able to watch anime, but nothing to the amount that I was. I’m going to miss it terribly, but I must do what I have to do to live a happy life.
Thanks, and I hope you guys lead a happy life as well.
Is Chihayafuru a lot like Oofuri or what?